omg i hate html codes! don’t understand how people look at them all day…
but i have to admit, it’s kinda fun. haha i’m a nerd :p
it’s just that it makes me really happy when i FINALLY figure out what’s wrong and make it look like the way i wanted it to! haha
well, i wasted way too much time on this… WAY too much time.
today is Sunday so school tomorrow? sigh* HW time.
somehow every post’s post date shows up as Nov. 11. 2010. whyyyyyy!? agh.
i’m sorry how things turned out..
when you were really trying to have a better life, a better future,
when you’re ready to give up the bad habits and start living a normal life,
when you thought everything was going okay
it just had to crash down on you.
:(
you don’t deserve it.
you don’t deserve any of the bad things that happened to you all your life.
other people may not believe you but i know you’re right, you know you’re right. that’s all that matters.
people make wrong decisions everyday, it’s pathetic, it’s tragic. we don’t always understand why, but it doesn’t matter. we can’t change other people.
please don’t ever give you, because i believe in you.
now you’ve really reached a rock bottom… the only way to go is up.
I’ll be there for you.
and i’m still writing.
oh and i’m sick.
what a great way to spend the holiday. sigh*
i know i should not procrastinate…
well, i think it’s already too late.
I’ve had a blog ever since 5th grade.
I suck at writing but I still write down tons of stuff,
maybe because I have a really bad memory? haha.
this is my old blog that I stopped using 2 years ago:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/FANTASY**
no one reads it please! :)
I keep blogs like I keep my diaries, I almost NEVER updates them. except occasionally when I remember…
I like reading what I wrote years before, and laugh at how childish I was.
It’s kinda entertaining :)
I have a seacret notebook from elementry school, I documented my first “love” :p
弓长月月鸟 — 张鹏
haha, I never seen him or talked to him again after I came here. I even totally forgot to get in contact with him when I went back to China.. hmm.
It’s because of those diaries that I even remotely remeber how I once felt.
Dairies are my replay button.
I wrote a dairy for Ryan,
It is an old fashioned Italian made leather notebook, quite pretty, and expensive…
I was palnning on giving it to him when I finish the whole book for whichever anniversary. I’m actually 1/4 way through the book. But we broke up, so I guess he’ll never get to see it. :p
It’s okay, the memories are mine to keep now haha
the good and the bad.
Anyways. So i made a tumblr, I don’t even know why.
I’m kinda hoping no one is going to read this :)
Ok, I’ll try to keep up with this..
Agh. Headache :(
Byeee.
